So I finally feel completely disconnected. When you focus, particularily on something entirely positive, you can achieve the desired outcome. Mine was mental/emotional uncoupling (I love that word, it sounds so chemistry).
Anyways, I had an LOL moment last night. I think it’s hilarious when I’m waiting at a red light on my bike, the light turns green, and the car next to me floors it. Do they think racing a bike is cool? It’s not like they are going to lose! I must look pretty agressive in my pink biking shirt and blue floral helmet. Maybe it’s all the gunning of the petals that I do.